even though the new full-time this was always the true full-time this in my heart and soul.
Why now? It was always there, and always meant to happen. Because Andy had just taken a great opportunity for employment with a new organization when Nate was born, we couldn't risk not having the health insurance coverage with Nate. Then, when Andy was eligible to put us on his company's plan, I would leave. When that time came around, we realized I was very close to having put in almost enough time to be considered 'vested' for the retirement program at OSU (it will pay off). So, we decided I would continue working part-time to attain that status. When that status was acquired, I would leave. And I did. And I could. not. be. happier. My last day was today, Valentine's Day. Day of love. Fitting.
The university has been very good to me over the years, and if I ever do return to working for an organization outside of the home, I suspect it will be in higher ed. I already know it will be bittersweet to visit campus again. The people, this history, my personal history.
But now my life is 100% my family people and my family history. It always has been, but I can authentically say, through thought and action, that my responsibilities are solely to making this home and nurturing this family. This is who I am. Some people weren't too pleased with my decision- we live in a me-centered society where it can be looked down upon when a woman doesn't work outside of the home. But that wasn't bringing me happiness. Not the kind of true lasting happiness that I'll remember when I'm older.
So, cheers. To this. My life.
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